In the middle of my struggle with fear surrounding Redmond’s birth and the first couple months of his life, there were pockets of peace too.

#1980ssummer is how we're getting back to normal. Will you join us?

Redmond is FOUR years old. He's been busy deconstructing everything we thought we knew about success and failure, pride and shame, etc.

I read about book trailer videos a couple years ago when I first started writing my book. As I looked into them, I thought I'd throw up.

As I continue my fitness journey, I'm experiencing some new freedom of movement and it's awesome. These non-scale victories are adding up.

We work through our own pain so our kids don't suffer. I was able to test out my healing from PTSD through an unexpected challenge.

I have learned a lot over the years about health and fitness, especially nutrition, and yet I have a difficult time doing what I know to do.

One of the things I talk about in the audiobook is my unknown bias against people with Down syndrome and their families.

Redmond is free! On December 19, 2019, we were able to remove the g-tube permanently.

I have a guest post today over at the awesome Down syndrome blog, https://www.cedarsstory.com/5-tips-for-moms-of-gtube-babies/

When Redmond had been home from the hospital for 10 short days, we found ourselves back in the ICU with him.

Plans. I’m beginning to wonder why I bother to make them at all.

When I found out my son had Down syndrome, I was in shock. It felt like the whole world went dark and my life was over.

When I was trying to wrap my mind around the words I’d been told about my newborn son, it was more than I could bear.

My Dad used to love to “tackle the waves” with me when I was a kid.

I knew there would be hard days, but I had no idea just how far beyond myself those days would take me.

My son has been the one in the hospital. But I've been the one breaking.

I’ll never forget my shock on that first day in the NICU with Redmond

One year ago this week was the most terrifying and awful time in my life.

My son, Redmond, is 11-months old and thriving.